They Junk Times are Changin........

Hi folks. Love and light to all
I had a thought today, kinda heavy one. I was reading Junky by Lonesome Cowboy Bill (Bill Burroughs) anyway i was reading the part when he was in Lexington. Dolophine or Methadone was ectremly controlled.
I know my drugs for several reasons but 'kicking the gong around' has been one, so has the 'pure radge trainspotting' expereince has too. Ive seen the needle and the damage done so to speak, Im seeing people at the chemist picking up 200/300ml of methadone daily DAILY. Back then they were lucky enough if the got enough to keep the rattles away, many did better in Bills day quiting on the street cos there was stronger stuff about and you could buy paregoric and Opium but to quote bill 'a white guy couldn't make a wong''clom fliday' he(bill)would always say they would say, invariable they did
300 ml that as strong as 30ml of Oramorph. What are they playing at its not healthy but they're trying to drag the Crime Rates down, if you smoke one joint of 'soap bar and start spilling it yourself, man its brilliant' as i was told.

One thing hated most by Doctors ,weirdly, is addits that can function normaly, the ones who buy a bit of this or every bit of this or that(pharamacutical, with a label ya know) What i would give to be One of the Characters in Drug store Cowboy, god i wouldn't care if I was a junkie if i was shooting Dilauded or Fentenyl or anything opiated.

Heroin addicts are addicted to heroin, why don't they give them HEROIN its a fucking waste of a life sometimes to be put on Methadone, most keep using, why did i need to be one of the preachy ones who said 'never again' They get better drugs from the doctor and they get put up every time they get tested.

Back to the beggining most Counselors are pathetic they know about as much about drugs as a newbie junkie greeting on the street cos he thinks his first rattles are the worst he'll expereince.

It all comes together that the Gov, Health System would if they could kill all the addicts and Meth is one way to go about it read this for example:

“Methadone Is Not Best When It Keeps One Addicted For Decades”

Extract Research Notes;

http://www.drugaddictionrx.info/patient/methadonemedicine.html

By Peter Vanderkloot (Advocate For Peoples Rights)

Extract Para (1) Or Do I Emphasize Methadone The Institution-System Of Chemical Parole That Endevours To Keep 10s Of Thousands Of The Most Vurnable Under The Perverse And Avaricious Bureacracy ? Extract Para (4) The Reality Is Also; The System Through Which Methadone Is Provided Is A Uniquely Oppressive Bureacracy That Greatly Reduces The Benefits Of The Medication And Generates Harm Where None Existed Before,Methadone Is Itself A Tool Of Harm Reduction ,The System That Controls Methadone Is A System Of Harm Production. Para (6) The Most Obvious Harm Caused By The Clinic System Is Due To The Attendance Requirements. The Entire System Is Designed Around Observed Ingestion ,And Continual Monitoring.

They want as many young kids fucked up zombies. And dont get me started about Zimovane

We used to be freinds?

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Simply the best song about sex and stuff.......

Love this song....

Wow just when you thought it was safe to by pharms again.....

I have seen the coming of the forth plaque, and it is horrible the mindless zombies and demons running around a la Constantine the film. That film stunk as a side note Constantine had Blond hair, looked like sting and was bi........nothing like Kr's performance

Psychonuats of a certain age will remember Jellie Eggs especially in Scotland. It was a drug that gave shall we say a unique head. You would wake up, not me personally drinking on pharms is a recipe for disaster, but i did get attacked by these kinda Jellied out nutters. You see if you 'fought passed the sleepy mellow feeling without falling asleep' you would get a 'great Dunt' which involved you not knowing what the fuck you where doing for around a night, who you where and extremely out of it and dangerous, They didn't take them off the streets ever , they took the inject able ones filmed with a goo that would re-solidify in the shooters veins. You know that line in 'The needle and the damage done' 'Milk blood to keep from running out' is a reference to backpulling or fluching where the herion mixed blood in the syringe is drawn back into the barrel and re injected, sounds stupid until you realise that every push and pull brings a little rush back to you, Well doing that with jellies is Russian roulette the drug problem caused vein problems which killed halve the junkie population of Glasgow. And now kids a drug similar has returned. Zimovane isn't inject able, YET. They'll find a way but it has been found in bags of heroin as a cutting agent. This is a drug that MAKES your completely out of control. You Americans know it as Ambien. You know that lost out in space driving to work at 3 am in your bunnny suit like Rush Limbuagh feeling, no, well you dont want to.

As to the power of Zimovane some have gone shoplifting thinking there invisible.
I laugh at these fools, only Tamazepam makes you invisible.

Austin Osman Spare - The Satyre Of Sigils

Found some lovely quotes by Spare

"The means used and the way it happens are simple, the inverse of scientific. I use a traditional formula, created by instinctive guess and *arbitrarily* formed, not evolved by hypothesis and experiment. The law of sorcery is its own law, using sympathetic symbols."

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"Science, like Logic and Psychology, is its own bogey and as neurotic as its own creed; its fear of deviation from its arbitrary standards and categories confirms all the definitions of the psychopathic... Science also has to await its rare artist -- to make an audacious guess for enlightenment or mutation. For me, the inexplicable of beauty, the undivulged of things gives them their enchantment, not their known meaning."

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"I have never yet witnessed any occult phenomena where money was involved whether for expenses or anything else (I preclude the odd symbolic silver coin)."

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"Finally, scientists will never solve or prove anything related to foretelling the future; it is a work for 'artists'. Science may subsequently prove more fully what the artists have already discovered."

|I hope they are as fascinating to you as me.

PLeasee visit

[ C h a o s M a t r i x ]

The eight pointed star

Aida

by Vinzent Pronova

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"Aida" by Austin Osman Spare is a rather large (30W x 20H) pastel on board picture. Executed in 1954 this piece represents an excellent example of the artist's "automatic" drawing.

The head and torso of an enigmatic woman of regal bearing and wearing an egyptian headdress, (Ureas), dominates the center of the composition. She peers haughtily to her left, breasts bared at the lower edge of the depiction, illuminated from below by a dim, reddish light. Aida's line of sightseems to be directed at a weird facial image emerging from the chaotic field to her left and front. To her right background, unformed shapes swirl mindlessly upward.

Despite the seeming lack of of distinct focal points, this artwork possesses a strong sense of depth, arising from the forceful presentation of the queen, her position relative to the formlessness to he right, and to the emergent visage to her left front. The unformed void area is distinctly behind; the chaos field and face are distinctly forward. The contrast between the drisply drawn features of Aida and the wild vagueness within which she is surrounded further accentuates the visual depth of this work.

Remember -- A.O. Spare was a gifted draughtsman, with formal training including the Royal College of Art. His technical ability cannot be disputed.

Inasmuch as artistic efforts may be manifestations of True Will, visual artworks are magickal works. A.O. Spare's skill as an artist has found some critical acceptance, less so, his abilities as a sorceror. Now, AOS's occult skills are once again being understood, and with this understanding, his magick is becoming re-known. Spare's art has been characterized as of magical inspiration, and in some cases of being intrinsically magickal. Not all works have a full measure of both -- intuition strongly suggests that Aida does.

When viewing the picture, the question: "Who is she?" lurches to the forefront. AOS drew for himself, and as the agent of those beings to whom he was receptive. What then of Aida? A temporal door? An invitation? The opportunity to experience the Spareian vision, or the vision of Aida...?

By accout, AOS often relied upon middle aged men or older prostitutes for his models, yet in Aida, he imbued his his subject with beauty, power, and majesty: This may be a woman who has experienced the world, but in doing so clearly has not lost her authority or her destiny. She appears as the Empress, or perhaps the High Priestess...?

Wherein lies the source of her power? To what end has this force been imparted to her? By what means?

This drawing is a magical icon. An entity evoked by the artist, Aida has been made corporeal within the visual spectrum by Spare's application of color upon the board.

Art may be more powerful than words. In his "Focus of Life", AOS states: "Art is the truth we have realized of our belief." Assuming that he was referring to his artwork, this seems to validate the speculation offered by Jaques Rigaut/Genesis P. Orridge in the essay "Virtual Mirrors in Soud T.I.M.E.":

"All his writings are symbolic, they were never intended to be taken literally... They are appendices to the REAL work... His drawings, paintings, and images... They are in fact, the essence of his sorcery."

Upon viewing "Aida", her characterization of visual formula becomes reified -- Effecting some depths of mind, she becomes an access point to "otherwhere". Her moment, encompassing her existence, manifests her creation and her destruction; her coming from and going to, hence opens as a portal to her All. This drawing is Magick. To again cite "Virtual Mirrors":

"Spare's pictures can hold the entirety of the images and entities that he represents... They are there."

What character the name "Aida" may have been assigned to is irrelevant to experienceing this picture; as ntoed the woman depicted is queenly, yet also priestess-like. Whether she is an Empress or the Hierophanta may be a subjective determination. An exploration of her charms and wonders promises to be lengthy.

What remains immediate and apparent, is that this picture has magickal attributes, and that these energies are potent enough that discussing them does not diminish them. As in another quote:

"Such drawings are themselves the gateway to the Sabbath; one is drawn into a vortex and whirled down the funnel of consciousness which explodes into unknown worlds."

This then, is "Aida", who at the very least, leaves us with an apprehension of A.O. Spare's Sorcery.

"What is time, but a variety of one thing." ---AOS

--Vinzent Pronova

I copy this from http://www.chaosmatrix.org/ PLEASE VISIT

I Think I am very impressed with AOS.

FNORD

FNORD.


If you dont see them they cant eat you. Well walking the dog I a fnord build in steel.

I can see no reason for it to be there well hidden in the dark for people to crash into, its on a main road. The stripes are more like a Zebras camoflage thna a warning.